Black men going out of their way to overlook people like me after SELLING THEMSELVES as if they actually care about Black people. I am not too terribly disappointed by this, but the last dude who I gave money to and confided in him? Disgusting. There is basically no way for me to look up to older Black men because when you go out of your way to respect them they end up looking down on you and treating you as if you are nothing and a expendable to the Black community. No matter how many tears you cry for the Black race, no matter how much you care about your people, it will NEVER BE ENOUGH FOR THEM. I have NEVER looked on BLACK people for their sexual orientation and judged them based on it. It doesnt make sense for me to do so. And yet I continue to be dehumanized as if my Black Life Doesnt Matter. I dont look at you Black men who rock with me in a sexual way but it feels as if you think I do and that disgusts me. IVE BEEN TALKING TO SOMEONE FOR OVER A YEAR. I want to be in a relationship with THEM. Im working to better my mental health and financial situation so that we can be together and not have to struggle. As an Asexual Black man, I dont like SEX like that or MASTURBATING. When I achieve orgasm it sometimes DOES NOT even feel good. I get this weird off putting sensation sometimes as if my body is rejecting the fact that I even attempted to pleasure myself. I hardly can feel sexual attraction towards other people anymore. Should I change my bio to gay as fuck even though that is no where close to who I am as a person as I dont even FUCKING rock with the LGBTQ community because it weirds me the fuck out. Why the FUCK are you people so obsessed with people like me not existing? Why do you hate me so FUCKING much when I havent even done ANYTHING to yall? I dont want to FLIRT WITH YOU. I dont want to FUCK YOU. But me being who I am STILL garners hate. FUCKING WHY?! I AM NOT ATTRACTED TO HETEROSEXUAL MEN. I DO NOT WANT TO CONVERT HETEROSEXUAL MEN INTO A FUCKING FAGGOT! ALL I FUCKING WANT IS TO FIGHT FOR MY PEOPLE! BLACK PEOPLE!

Long story short, Im a victim of childhood sexual abuse as well as just blatant child abuse period. However, I have never really told anyone about that. Actually, how could I when so called conscious people will abandon you before you make it that far into conversation because of how FUCKING LITTLE they care about you.

Combine that with my verbally abusive mother who went out of her way to ruin my day yesterday and I literally had to stop cleaning my room and its a fucking mess now because I just couldnt function and think logically anymore after dealing with her. All because she thinks I disrespected her by saying I was on the phone. She made up the idea of me disrespecting her because she needed to exert some sort of psychological power over me.

This Spot Here Is Mines. The Best Thing You Can Do To Avoid Me Is Hit The Block Button!!! Plain & Simple. I Will Just Delete Your Message & You Too!!! You Will Notice When I Fade Away, But Rite Now, I Ain't Going No Where!!!

Standoff in Boston after report of person shooting at firefighters

Meanwhile Trump says:
“I WON’T BE A DICTATOR OTHER THAN DAY ONE!”
So the question is — how long does Day One last for [Deep State] actors?? 💀
There is very good reason for them to be SCARED!
DEEP STATE PANIC & HYSTERIA!!!

He Came Out Day One In 2018, Gaffaling Up The Parasitic Parasites. He Had Everyone Of JF Kennedy's Killers Put To Death, Starting With George Bush Sr, John Kerry & Joe Biden!!!

This 👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾

Shiiiiiiiiiid!!! Let the man post his vids, why single him out? Smh


The Board of Regents of the University of Wisconsin System has terminated the 63-year-old chancellor of University of Wisconsin-La Crosse from his position after discovering sexually explicit videos he made with his wife, according to the ex-chancellor. UW System Regent President Karen Walsh explained his termination in a statement, saying in part, “Dr. Joe Gow has shown a reckless disregard for the role he was entrusted with at UW-La Crosse... The outrage over his behavior is evidenced by the unanimous vote by the UW Board of Regents to terminate him as chancellor. We are alarmed, and disgusted, by his actions, which were wholly and undeniably inconsistent with his role as chancellor.”

#death2thaoppresaors