New Year's New me, I used to think it was all bullshit. It was a way for people to do the same 💩p just a different way. To me it is the literal definition of insanity. Yeah I guess it's the times we're in right now we're in the times of insanity. Nothing makes sense anymore. But what doesn't it make sense? It seems like not making sense it's a popular thing to do. Coonye came at the ancestors. What's troubling to me is he comes from Chicago a city founded by a Haitian immigrant, a city riddled to this day with segregation, a city riddled with corruption I know I'm from Baltimore. Look at how many mayors have been elected within a 10 year frame. I digress; 2022 led to some growth and stagnation. Growth in the sense of finding out who you are going through some shit to become the powerful flower you know you are. I would compare myself to a cannabis plant because you have to grow you may go through some 💩 to become that bud. Other's will not understand and that's ok. Being comfortable in other's uncomfort, is completely fine. We've been trained to worry about other people's comfort, well I've been. So much so we put our own comfort on a proverbial back burner and we forget to take care of the main person, YOU. That is where the stagnation comes in. The stagnation comes from you not taking care of yourself letting others dictate to you what you should do. The fucked up part about that is that you don't know how to address those people's opinions about you; but it is what it is, an opinion, it should not matter what others think of you. At the end of the day they're going through something that's completely unrelated to you. Point is, New year new me it's now making sense. The 💩 you've had to put up with the previous year it was so what. When you keep evolving you know what the new me is, it is the reformed version of yourself others do not know of. Be comfortable in yourself that new year and let that old you go; if that old dear has some traits that you want to bring into the new you bring them but the drama that those traits carry let it go.
